killed him.....he wasn't honest.....it was fine with him when we were doing it in the pool
house while my third husband was in the garage....but, not when I had a little fling with the pool boy....the pool boy, he yelled...as if I had offended him in some way by having a go with a pool boy...beneath him you see.....so, he put the value of a pool boy somewhere beneath the value he gave to himself....twenty million dollars...give me a break....he wasn't that good in bed...,,and what else did he have to offer me...I mean, I already know long division....
No, I didn't expect to get caught....don't be ridiculous, do people who expect to be caught do it? I fully expected Ricardo, the pool boy, to  vouch for my alibi, and then I would get him deported before the trial...so no worries...who knew he wasn't an illegal alien....and that he would be so stupid  at the trial as to get tripped up....men...see what I mean ladies....you can't trust them.....he was having nightmares about lying....was seeing ghosts  around every dark corner.....well, it didn't stop him from selling his story to the tabloids for a few bucks.....and I saw the pictures....that must have been a sock in his underwear...he wasn't that big.....
No, it wasn’t murder...I like to think of it as a business decision gone bad....but someday I’ll get out....and when I do.....I’ll be free, rich, and alive and he’ll be poor and dead....that’s some consolation
BEVERLY
No, I guess it was murder....I don't know the difference between murder and killing, they're the same right?...but  ...how much can one woman take.....how much does one woman have to take before someone stopped him?...
Could I have just left? Yes, it does seem that way to those on the outside...but, and some women in the audience  know what I’m talking about, ...you  can’t just leave....you’re too busy just surviving....your mind can’t think of anything...it’s so focused on not making him mad...not doing something, something as unintentional as dropping a plate.....no, you can’t think, you can only hope to survive and then there are the kids...he would never have let them go....that would have been a blow his pride couldn’t